Trusting your Weakness

                     

                     My greatest weakness is my lack of trust in anyone other than those closest to me.
I have been through a lot so it's hard for me to truly let someone in. People may know whats going on in my life but that doesn't mean I truly trust them. I want people to know that i want to believe they will follow through with what they say they will but its hard for me to understand when they don't.
The problem I have is that those who have taken advantage of my trust have warped it in the way that it takes me a really long time to be able to actually trust anyone besides my close family and best friends.


                    My family and best friends friends are amazing and i trust them with my life. But there is a difference between them and people that don't have my trust. My friends earned my trust and my close family just had it.  This is a weakness because it really can't be fixed for a while. But Im okay with that. This is a weakness that protects me from hurt in the long run even if it has some bumps along the way. Trust is a hard thing to come by and I'm lucky to have those in my life in my life that i can trust but those that i can't it's okay. If their worth it i'll gain that trust in them eventually, right?


Haha
Currently CRAZY,
Mattie:)